why Can't i live peacefully forgetting about you for ever... Why do i drag to bad blood whne it comes to you, you just left as was always expected, Not becasue of you but because of me maybe, but why is it that I cannot live with it still.
Did i really love you??
I don't know, but yes i do miss you,
the craving has ceased to be omnipresent
but still i miss you in a line or two
the line or two i leave as offline message
but really you and me have moved so far that there is nothing to talk.
I don't want to discuss my life with you and nor do i get happy listening to you and your hubby's exploits
Feel completely lost and uncomfortable in this nrw world of yours.
Want to live in past with the memories that still haunt me, atleast sometimes.
For most of the times I have become normal. But the times of weakness when the eternal doom of human life overwhelmes me, when i feel that there is no reason, no cause to human suffering and life. I feel that i should not amputate that part of me that still acknowledges you, maybe even longs for you.
what am i to do........ to make it all normal........
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