Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Observations

If you want to write a suicide note, you don't want to die just yet
 
If you are waiting for love, stop waiting, go get it.
 
If life seems futile, stop bothering, it is futile.
 
If you want to be happy, be happy.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Bhay ab nahin tha !

kuch oonche pahad
aur unpe chalte, dagmagate, hamare kadam
door se aati pani ki awaaj
aisa lagta ki nadi jharna ban beh rahi ho
aur manav use bandhne ki koshish main juta ho
is kolahal waale pani ke kinaare kinaare
chalta pahadon se apana rasta
 
Rasta kathin hai, aur mann vichilit hai
bhay kya hota hai jaan gaya hain mann
saath main jo hai, woh bahut hi priya hai
lautne ko mana karti hai woh
tum bhi maan jaate ho kush ho kar
bhay lekin ghar kar chuka hai
aur dimaag ab pag pag par darr raha hai
 
ab ek khai ko langhna hai
usper se jaata ek rassi ka pul hai
yeh sab kab hua nahin mallom mujhe
lekin use paani main girte dekha tha
aur phir uske peeche, agle hi pal main kooda tha
paani main pralya thi

Isn't it beautiful :-)

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Personality test

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Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 62%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 70%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 62%
Histrionic |||||||||| 34%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 54%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 54%
Dependent |||||| 30%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50%
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waiting for the rain

Waiting for the rain
for rain drops to fall on my face
to hear the rat-a-tat on the roof
to see everything turn green
am waiting for the rains
when thousand souls come alive
cradle of life brims over
am waiting for the rains
when deep despairs pour out
heavens cry alongside you
and the tears bring joy
am waiting for the rains
to come home drenched
to long for something warm
to rejoice once again
to live once again
 
 
 

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Road trip - I

I am sitting in a shady internet cafe in suburban Mumbai, trying to type on a keyboard that doesn't always work. The agitation creeps in, but this time I am determined not to delete the post and keep typing no matter what..
Am in Mumbai, not for work, nor for pleasure. Am visiting my folks, who had this long standing complaint that I have not been to Mumbai even though I am fokat for last 3 odd months. Yes it is true I quit my job some 3 months back. And I don't get disturbed when I think about it. In fact I feel a kind of relief that is difficult to explain.
Anyway, so I decided to drive up to Mumbai, I should say that It was a great drive, accept for 150 odd KM from chitradurga to Hubli, It is a very well kept four lane highway, and yes the dessert of course is the Expressway from Pune to Mumbai.
But once in Mumbai, I am suddenly surrounded by boredom, that I am trying my best to fight against. Milan Kundera is very helpful in warding off the boredom. A chance introduction to the writer's work by Abhishek, and I am hooked.
Am looking forward to the return trip and am missing Bangalore. I am amazed by the fact though.