SOS

Today as i sit down and try to write something, I am not able to think of anything that would be worth a mention, I have written just to much about pain and sorrow, but it still doesn't go away, I don't know how else I can paint the depth of what I feel. But a strange thing has happened now. I have stopped feeling, or at least that is what I would like to believe. I totally lack any motivation what so ever. I think I am getting addicted to all the bad things, for no rhyme or reason. In fact I am so lost right now that I don't even feel like writing anymore