Happiness

Playing with perspectives, I lost the original one
Lost the hope of ever finding it even
and then I saw it coming back to me
like a slow motion capture
of moments gone by
I could see what it meant to be happy
I have juggled perspectives
but not lived my own
in quest to understand
I have let the experience slip by
pre-occupied with black and white
I ceased to believe in greys
I trying to be human
I forgot the essence of humanity
am happy and content for a change.