I can understand why people didn't like White Tiger. Why there was so much of criticism, you know the lieks of "this is meant for western audience" "he is selling it to the world" and such crap.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
White tiger
at
9/12/2009 04:28:00 PM
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
The Road
I have been reading "The Road" by Cormac McCarthy. Simply put one of the most disturbing books I have read in a long time. I am a cynic, my flavor of cynicism is "Cynical optimism", but this book stomps out any faint ray of hope I might have with regards to Humanity.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Kya Haasil
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Why not
Monday, April 6, 2009
In love with Bangalore
Marks road. Am sure a big high rise will come up here shortly. Enjoy
it till it lasts.
at
4/06/2009 12:17:00 AM
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Let me be
Quite frankly I am tired. Of what, I don't even want to ponder. My fibromyalgia has not improved wee bit and right now am in middle of another flare up. Am tired of people who proclaim understanding, I am tired of all the phonies. Am tired of thinking about stuff that is beyond my control, and no I refuse to entertain and please anyone. Anyone at all. I am trying to be cold, so if that is what you think I have become, I am succeeding. I have had enough of unpleasant situations and people exhorting me to face them. No I refuse to be part of any stupid discussion, no matter how desperate one might feel about it. I cannot assuage people and refuse to indulge in this perversion. I live for myself and yes I am the asshole whole world warned you about. So just let me be and go burden someone else with your meaningless rhetoric.I am trying to cope with my illness and I don't rely on anyone to ease it for me, am not fishing for anything, no empathy no sympathy, not even acceptance of any sort.Just leave me alone and let me be.I don't owe anyone anything, nor do I expect anything.
at
3/21/2009 12:58:00 AM
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
What have you come to be
Have you had that feeling
Thursday, February 12, 2009
another sunset awaits you
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
whore me a slut
Needs
I need to get out, I really need to get out of this god forsaken place. I need to go run on a beach, I need to go climb a mountain, I need to drive on a scenic road, I need to get lost. And all this seems like a fantasy as of now. I don’t want love, I don’t want people around me. But am I being truthful. I am love sick, and I crave for company. But I want to get to a point where I don’t need love nor people around me. I need to find happiness in myself. I need to love myself. I need to forget the nightmares of my life and remember the beautiful dreams and imagine myself in those dreams.
I need to eat good food, I need to have my breakfast daily, I need to eat healthy, but what do I do when each morning getting out of bed itself is the biggest fight of the day.
I am stressed out and nothing I do seems to help. Yet I carry on and keep piling on more stress.
People who see me don’t see the frayed nerves. People who meet me don’t meet the scared me. People who love me don’t touch my soul. People who despise me don’t know that I loathe myself. People whom I make laugh don’t see the tears I weep, people who see the passion in me don’t see the cynic smirk. I am a ball of contentions, always bubbling with contradictions and acceptance is all I sought. Acceptance is not mine though. I need to accept myself first, I need to sleep with myself first.
I need to sleep a long deep sleep, I need to pass on I guess.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Guess who's back
Udane ko toon azaad hai
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Dream on
Some dreams unleash fury
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Monday, December 22, 2008
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Johnny walker
transient is the word


















