Gabble

i see two hands

i see a face with eyes closed

is the face in ecstasy or pain

another story for another day

i see a smile now

and a kiss with wet lips

i hear the proclamation of love

i don't see myself anywhere

I feel a naked body besides me

the body wriggles like a snake

and i wish it was dead

the phone rings in distance

two voices communicate

the talk is endearing

the face has a glow

I have seen this glow before

or so i like to think

i think I thought i was hurt

but love still blooms

instant love instant gratification

he sits there and tonsures his head

he wails out, lets celebrate death

I can hear my heart beat

i think i am very scared

a female with red eyes gives me a drink

i feel better but am drowsy now

i sit in the corner and watch them mate

i find myself engulfed in rage

the rage subsides and I am stoic

i am poisoned just like life

 

some memories get ingrained in mind

like snap shots of horror

and I keep visiting them again and again

in my house of sorrows

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~asto' ma sat gamaya
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