gloom

dark clouds of gloom

descend on me once again

am not able to see far or near

the darkness engulfes me

and takes me on a wild ride

ride where I meet all my emotions

all my insecurities

ride where I live through my life once again

some moments that hurt

some moments that are still raw

and I am totally lost

in the eddy of time

where present seems like past

past seems like future

and there is no trace of hope

 

--
~asto' ma sat gamaya