Resurrection

some moments overwhelm so much,
that it is difficult to breath,
one such moment,
when i held my breath
for, i don't know how long,
It seemed I had passed away
had left the mortal me behind
there was nothing I wanted
nothing that I longed for
I was complete, a whole

when i am tired
and lie next to you
let my head rest
on your shoulders
and let me go
to the land of nod
where everything is magical
where everything is warm
let me rise again from slumber
and see me smile
a content smile
let me be complete, a whole

when I have lost everything
when I have lost my soul
take me into your arms then
and let me sob
let me wash away all the hurt
let me wail and let me mourn
and when I am spent
see the calm on my face
a content calm
let me have that calm
let me be complete, a whole

when i turn to ashes
take the urn
to the top of a cliff
and let me fall
let me mingle with the air
let me mix with water
let me be lost in elements
let the nature resurrect me
I would be content once again
I would be complete, a whole